CR-asey Chaos

You know there is something wrong when you didn't know it was the last day of June and thought it was  still May...

I did however know it was Sunday.

I need to get out more.

When you have a baby with disabilities

(at least for me)

You try not to go out much.

It's not so much for the fear of people staring or saying something.

I just fear I am going to have a toddler having a fit and a baby crying 

while I am trying to find something I forgot.
I just don't think I'd survive that.
Not yet.

I mean I have other reasons, but I'm not going into detail with them.

And I just don't like the sun.

I don't like to sweat or get darker than I am.

BUT

Now that we are hopefully done with Liam and surgeries...

I've been thinking.

I need to live life a little better.

So here is my list of 5 things I would love to do this summer:

(once Liam is fully recovered)

Go on a hike maybe every weekend. The last time I went hiking...I can't remember. When Casey and I were dating we liked hiking. I kind of miss that. Sure it will be harder with kids so maybe we will find an alternative to it, if needed. Eliana just loves the outdoors and begs us to take her out. I need to pay attention to that because who knows how long she will ask us to take her out.

Take the kids to the library. We go to the library to check out movies and books BUT that's not what I am talking about. Eliana loves books and loves reading and our library holds groups where some one reads to them and they do some craft thing. I need to take Eliana to that, I am sure she would love it.

Star Gazing. I would love to go camping but with these kids I find that it will be hard. So. I would love to just go out and look at the stars. When Casey and I were dating we would sit in our from porch and just talk for hours. One night we saw at least three shooting stars. They looked close and so beautiful. Something I definitely miss.

Donate. I have mentioned in Liam's blog about wanting to do something nice for someone. While we were in the hospital Liam and Eliana were gifted some blankets. Maybe I could use my skills to sew something and give to the hospital. I haven't exactly come up with a brilliant idea so maybe coming up with ideas will come first.

Make a friend. So... I have lived here for 3 years already. Beginning of July will be 3. I only know a couple of people but have not made a friend and I need to. I'll be here at least two years more and I need someone to party up with. So if you are in my area and need a social life, I'm down. 
Look me up. 
I need adult talk.
Go out and have a coke.
Go watch the chick flicks just to get a break.

Who knows...

May be I'll become more adventurous and do amazing things by the end of the summer.

I think this is a start.